Zombie

I don't know why ..but I am upset ..I am terribly upset. I don't know whether I am upset of myself whether I am upset my flat mates or the movie I was just watching ..the whole day was quite nice ..unlike many other days ..when the moment I leave my office ..and walk back home ..I feel like ok I am going to be depressed today ..and I keep on telling myself no you won't ..you will be just fine ..you have lots of things to do ..you will watch movie ..read on your favorite topic ..how to be more and more rich !! But someday it does not work !! but today was different I was feeling perfectly fine ..I even cooked my food ..now just before sleeping somehow I am extremely upset.. Anyway good part is I am going to sleep now ..so thankfully I won't be depressed ..people have this notion about drinking that you do that to live in sadness ..the so called devdas theory ..But drinking is really good ...helping .. at least If I had some beer ..I might have felt better now ..tomorrow the first thing I am gonna do is to stock beer in my fridge..