Thursday, November 15, 2007

silent whisper

When I find myself in times of trouble, mother Mary comes to me,
speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
And in my hour of darkness she is standing right in front of me,
speaking words of wisdom, let it be.

When i began to learn guitar .. this is one of the first songs I tried .I don't know how this song came to mind at this moment .. my mind is now really moving haphazardly ..that reminds me of some question asked to Yudhistir in mahabharata ..what is the fastest element in the universe ..of course Yudhistir answered it correctly ..Mind ..now about the song ..it reminds me of a Iranian guy Yaser. he introduced me this song. we were never very good friends nothing in common but our taste of songs ...I know my mind is now going to complete different direction, totally diverted from the direction i started with ..did it ever happen to you ..like at 3 am at night(?) when you are supposed to sleep..you know you gotta sleep...you have to go to office tomorrow ..but u still can't make yourself close your eyes ..you don't know why ..may be waiting for something .. but then don't at all try to find that out ..cause you are scared that you may be waiting for something you should not wait..you must not wait .. you try to do the stupid most thing ..you try to stop thinking ...but damn that's not possible ..mind is like that bubble of mercury .. have you ever tried to hold a mercury in your hand ..you just can't it moves around ..or may be a handful of dry sand .. the more you try to hold it tight the more you loose ..I don't believe in ghosts though i believe in god .. but what really is ghost ?? something that you can't see ..something that you can feel ..is it scary ..now that depends .. that reminds me a funny incident ..will tell you some other day .. though i don't believe in ghosts somehow I think I am living with ghosts ..coz I am scared of giving any identity to my feelings..I am reluctant to give it any shape ..any known shape .. so I am kind of living with ghosts ..
i guess this will be another entry to my list of incomplete posts ..

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