Romeo and Juliet

lately I am listening to Dire straits a lot .. fortunately i found a windows media player plugin which has can display lyrics for almost every songs ..even bollywood songs.
Among different singers i have listened ..Dire straits' music seems to have quite long lyrics ..and I found them really awesome ..

I am quoting a part of "Romeo and Juliet" lyrics ... will add new interesting lyrics later..

When you can fall for chains of silver,
You can fall for chains of gold,
You can fall for pretty strangers,
And the promises they hold.
You promised me everything, you promised me thick and thin, yeah!
Now you just say, "Oh Romeo, yeah, you know I used to have a scene with him".

black and white

if you observed in most bollywood movie ..heroine's current decent bf is converted to a evil personality just to accommodate and justify ..hero's entry ..can't it be that they keep the poor old bf as he was before ..i like dil to pagal hai for this reason. If you remember Lakshya they simply change the open minded bf to complete male chauvinist just to justify preety Zinta's dumping him and go ahead with hritwik. Now it's completely perfect for preety to feel for his old bf and get back to him but why can't that be done without making the temporary bf evil ? it's always a trend to portray one character as complete and the other black, whereas we are mostly gray. A friend of mine told me otherwise Indian audience won't like that movie. Is it like that ? or we have groomed Indian audience to like black and white movies compared to gray ones.

I need to go take a shower now, will continue this one later ..for sure ..

Stairway to heaven

i don't remember how many times i have listened to this song.. and today I realized all these times i thought ..it said ..'all that glitters isn't gold' where it is actually ..'all that glitters is gold' .. I was in class 11 or 12 don't remember .. i read this novel by Tilottoma Mazumder .."dal chut" .. I hope i remember the name properly .. this story has a girl .. Manasi ..i don't know why ..but i liked that character .. fyi manasi means whom u build in your mind .. it's not like building a castle of sand on the beach .. it's more like building something in your dream..and u have total control whether u want to protect that dream or not ..was there any reason for me explain all these ...it is not even a proper explanation .. anyway the thing about Manasi that attracted me ..that she was bit eccentric ..and she used to have this phase of depression ..and she used to shut herself out from everyone during that time ..and she knew apriori when depression was coming to her ...that really was bit strange for me .. first of all how can be depression be a regular event .. u r feeling good one day and the next day u start to feel depressed without much reason.. as a +2 student i really didn't understood it properly ..as i think about the story now i realize .. anyway I won't promote tilottoma M anymore now ..actually I found her next novel quite distasteful .. but for readers if u r looking for bit 'purki' u might actually like it ..she actually focused on incest stuff... anyway you can guess I forgot what i planned to write ..so i am just littering ..
Recently I read interpretation of murder and today I am feeling pain on my arms/shoulder.. first right and then on left .. now I guess you are wondering how the hell these two are related .. okie in that story the author explains a case of psychoanalysis, it's was like ..one day in the morning the girl(patient) realized her left hand got paralyzed .. she can't move it .. according to the docs her hands are perfectly alright but still she can't move her left hand ..and after psychoanalysis it was revealed the girl was suffering from some guilty feeling (read the story if u want to know what guilty feeling)..and she forgot why she was feeling guilty ..the moment she remembered that and the doc convinced her there was nothing to be feel guilty of, she was able to move her hand again .. pardon me Jed Rubenfeld ..I told your story in such a dull manner ..now coming to my shoulder pain ..i realized i haven't done any physical work whole day ..then why i am having pain then ?? so i tried to analyze myself .. it was my right hand .. but I could not remember anything i have done with right hand that would make me feel guilty .. then I realized i actually jerk off using my right hand ..but if that's the source of my hidden guilty feeling I would have had this pain long time before .. so this can't be the cause ..then i realized I tried grass today .. and while smoking i was holding that with my right hand ( natural ..no surprise here !! ) and I was not at all thrilled to do it ....and if i remember properly i had same pain last time also ..though that day i thought it's due to that bullshit written test.. seems I have to be careful from now ...or may be I need to give my imagination a rest .. LOL!!
I am feeling sleepy .. but don't want to lie down ..ohh shit i just realized i haven't changed my vest for last almost 2.5 days ..good night guys i need to go and change now ..

I found my mascot

Recently I got a new friend. and we are discussing about our 'talents'. And I actually remembered i used to sketch when i was a kid .. so i told her i can draw.. well i didn't know she sketches and paints at least 20 times better than me. I am attaching two versions of her drawing in yahoo ..

old b/w bollywood version

And then 2007 bang reloaded ...

For my old friends .. no she didn't know my nickname !!

silent whisper

When I find myself in times of trouble, mother Mary comes to me,
speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
And in my hour of darkness she is standing right in front of me,
speaking words of wisdom, let it be.

When i began to learn guitar .. this is one of the first songs I tried .I don't know how this song came to mind at this moment .. my mind is now really moving haphazardly ..that reminds me of some question asked to Yudhistir in mahabharata ..what is the fastest element in the universe ..of course Yudhistir answered it correctly ..Mind ..now about the song ..it reminds me of a Iranian guy Yaser. he introduced me this song. we were never very good friends nothing in common but our taste of songs ...I know my mind is now going to complete different direction, totally diverted from the direction i started with ..did it ever happen to you ..like at 3 am at night(?) when you are supposed to sleep..you know you gotta sleep...you have to go to office tomorrow ..but u still can't make yourself close your eyes ..you don't know why ..may be waiting for something .. but then don't at all try to find that out ..cause you are scared that you may be waiting for something you should not wait..you must not wait .. you try to do the stupid most thing ..you try to stop thinking ...but damn that's not possible ..mind is like that bubble of mercury .. have you ever tried to hold a mercury in your hand ..you just can't it moves around ..or may be a handful of dry sand .. the more you try to hold it tight the more you loose ..I don't believe in ghosts though i believe in god .. but what really is ghost ?? something that you can't see ..something that you can feel ..is it scary ..now that depends .. that reminds me a funny incident ..will tell you some other day .. though i don't believe in ghosts somehow I think I am living with ghosts ..coz I am scared of giving any identity to my feelings..I am reluctant to give it any shape ..any known shape .. so I am kind of living with ghosts ..
i guess this will be another entry to my list of incomplete posts ..