Have you ever been in a situation when you are outright angry ..frustrated upset .. (can keep on adding all such adjectives yet won't be able to describe how I feel) but you can 't do anything about it ..apart from feeling miserable .. I hate the word looser ..sometimes I think I am a freaking looser.. and what loosers do when they are pissed off they vent their anger in inappropriate place ..frankly I have no place to dispose my anger and none close to me can really sooth me ...and the person who can does not give a fuck !
ok let's do the ooommm of anger for 100 times ...
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what a looser !!!
Honestly I hate everyone ! I hate every fucking thing ! just remembered few lines from alice in the chains..
I'm the man in the box
Buried in my shit
Wont you come and save me, save me
fuck the last line ..I love being burried in my own shit .. if you can, pour some crappy shitty drink on my lips ..suffocate me with smoke ! I feel like smoking now ..and stupid me ..I gave away the two cigs I bought for getting change to my colleague this morning..
Sometimes I am really thankful to David Gilmour for singing Coming back to life ..I guess it's the only song that can soothe me partially ..just like jerking off yourself and satisfying your dick with fake pleasure ...
Funny part about me ..I can not describe nicely how I want anything ..rather what I can do is to describe how frustrated, fucked up I am if i don't get it ..so people get pissed off me ..anyway even if I try to describe nicely that's not going to help me anyway ..so what the fuck !
Mamma I am coming home!! ..bullshit I don't even feel like going home nowadays. If I be totally honest then the only thing I still want and get whenever I want is booze ..
I hate my life sometimes , directionless ..if anybody ask me what will make me happy ..I guess I won't be able to answer .. have you ever listened to "Coming into Los Angeles" this song sucks like hell ...I don't know how it ended up in my playlist ..
Crazy frog ..lol not me ..it was the next song in my playlist .. I am already quite happy and feeling like deleting what I have written till now ..
So dear reader if you were worried about me ..chill I am fine ..sometimes I get hyper ..pissed off and then gradually I calm down ..and feel gay(lighthearted :D ) ..
anyway if I upset your mood ..then see the video below - thanks to abheera ..you will surely feel good ..
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Mister writer, looks like you are in a need of this >:D<
I don't know what upsets you time and again but whatever the disappointment may be don't let it get to you this way, don't you think the issue [whatever it may be] cannot be worthwhile when it is driving you to the point of not being able to think anything beyond cigarettes, alcohol and etc???
People have their lows I agree and the first step to being less low is to accept whatever situation you are in. Do you believe in the saying life is stranger than fiction? I do, and I also believe that life is a lot more beautiful too if you let it be.
Take me for example: I am a sore loser in most spheres of my life, and I see nothing wrong in it as long as I dont hurt anyone. Not each one of us can be the best around and I accept my ordinary-ness most willingly. When, I say this I don't mean your being ordinary but sometimes you just can't be or give your best :-)
Hope you feel better soon...if nothing else, just know there are bigger losers around :-P
byapok lekha!! lekhata pore khub haslaam!!! arekta kotha bola uchit....
:D
ami office -e bose porchhilam eta arr amar Manager ese kichhu ekta gigyasa korchhilo!
"Why do we initialize gm cap?"
kichhu bhabar agei manager screen-e dekhlo "f**k 100 times". ektu haslo!! ar kano janina hatat amar mukh theke beriye galo "fuck"!!!:P:P
ami jani na er poreo amar chakrita thakbe kina!! :( you r resopnsible :(
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