end of one more weekend

Friday night..started with RAMBO 4 ... Saturday morning again RAMBO 4, yes the movie was good but I am no die hard fan of Stallone ..it was just becoz I could not say no to one of my friends.. anyway rest of Saturday was no good ..I was out with my friend and his dutch colleague to help them in shopping. I don't know how others feel, but for me it totally sucks to move from one shop to another and then one mall to another ..when you are not buying anything and also not making any comment on what to buy ..though it was good chick seeing but I was finding it hard to prevent myself cursing my friend.
Sunday morning looked good though bit cold..I went out to watch Reservation Road ..I used to think girls are generally more sophisticated than guys. I remember in an interview Sophie Loren was asked by an interviewer "We always wonder you are so much sophisticated ..do you ever fart!" anyway while going for the movie I saw this chick who dressed and looked quite sophisticated, scratching her ass with her hand in her jeans !! com'on even we guys don't do that !! anyway watched the movie .. and of course once again some huge guy was beside me!! though I really wonder would it have made any difference if it was some good looking chick! I guess you already sensed I am drunk again.. movie was good I was walking back home.. and there were atleast 5 or 6 dogs fighting with each other on the road. As usual my heart stopped ..I took out my cell to pretend I am not bothered and dialed some random no .." This number does not exist .please ..." fuck you I know that already ..anyway I crossed past those dogs and felt relieved. End of one more boring weekend! After long time I am going to listen Enigma today ..

meaningless babbling

I really don't understand why do we consider black as a color for evil and white for good .. during my school days I had a teacher who was strictly against black dress .personally i like both the colors quite a lot ..may be black a bit more.. though I pefer to see few persons in white more. Generally black means darkness and white is brightness..but don't you like darkness sometimes..when I was a kid i used to love when there was a power cut..that was my chance to stop studying and lie down ..even though it never lasted long ...coz mom would bring emergency light within 5 mins ..when I was in hostel darkness was the time when you can practice slangs against your opponent hostel or strict administrators ..and even now darkness means I can be completely isolated ..no disturbance ..no distraction ..just only me ..I recently realized I lost the keys of my home ..and the room is locked ..i don't remember if I locked it or someone else ..I don't remember if it was dark at the time or sunny bright .. does not matter ...darkness is soothing ..it touches you very intimately ..I was falling ...from where ..don't know..as I was falling I was trying to decide what I want to be .. a bird ..I always wanted to be a bird ..and fly home ...but alas i have lost the keys .. i need to think something else ..I wanna be your underwear ..oh no not me ..I was thinking about this song by Brayn Adams ...so much of thinking while falling was making me want to pee.. now I am stuck in typical Hamletian dilemma to pee or not to pee .

Music and Memories

I sometime wonder if there is any person who does not like music, of course everyone's music taste is not equal. During my graduation I did some course on cognition and human memory. Today I was listening to some old music and was thinking about those days in college. We did several projects about how memory works and how it is related to visual cues etc. Recently I realized how music can be related to our memories and can act as a strong queue to make them alive again.
Whenever I listen to Kambakth Ishq from pyar tune kya kiya ..it reminds me of those good old first 15 days of first year. I don't know.. it just creates the same feeling we used to have when we went to auditorium to watch movies, always alert about seniors ..if by any chance any new senior get hold of us he would start embarrassing us..asking us to sing ( I got spared most of the time ..as it was always hard for the seniors to tolerate more than one minute demonstration of my singing talent) or dance in front of everyone or shout some slangs standing on your seat or sometimes on the podium.
there are other instances ..like the moment I listen to Woh Lamhe Woh Baatein..it reminds me of my internship days ..sleeping at the beach till 2 or 3 am ..boozing ..or peeing on the ocean ( Varun and me will never forget this)..or those long calls on phone .. and somehow it takes me to those moments and make me smile ..
Funny part is songs not only get associated with few nice memories but also some not so nice ones.. like the song bheegi bheegi si hai raaten bheegi bheegi...no matter how many time I listen it takes me to the same day ..

Why it is good to be a dog

The primary reason of course you will get in touch with lots of bitches. Dog dad is not really bothered about whether his baby is a dog or a bitch. So sex ration is still quite good. If anytime you are feeling bit intoxicated you don't need to take any artificial route. Just get hold of the nearest bitch. And the bonus is all these you can do without getting aids. Though I can't guarantee that. I am sure no dog is horny ,frustrated, deprived and sex starved enough to 'make love' with any monkey( the original bearer of HIV) yet but I am not sure about our horny human race. So bitches and dogs beware of ur 'rational' human owners.

Recent news says sexual outlook for dogs is not as colorful as it was before. If you want to believe my friend who claims he has seen a dog to masturbate, seems the competition is getting tougher in dog community too. In a country like us where we still have the obsession of male child, very soon dogs might need to compete with their human owner too. If you think it's just my imagination you may want to look here.

But don't feel disheartened still situation is not out of control as it was in Mumbai recently. Till now no bitch has been surrounded by 80 sex-startved dogs.

immortality

I have discussed this with lots of my friends. what makes love immortal. If you go by famous authors they will tell you tragedy. According to them love lasts for a very brief period of time. One week , One month, maximum one year. After that it's completely different story. They say if love ends up being together forever(I really don't think this word can have a usage where it's meaning is justified!! well you can always use this one - "nothing lasts forever" ) it's soon goes extinct. And they really have strong logic. Think about all so called eternal love stories - from Romeo Juliet to our very own Krishna Radha they all have tragic ending. We remember them because they make us think what if or how this can be different!! frankly speaking that's why making a superhit tragic movie is lot easier because tragedy lingers on. When I was in +2 after reading too much of tragic novels I was so attracted towards tragic ending I even at some point of time thought if I love someone a lot she should leave me so that my love for her never ever goes away. But biggest tragedy is none of these authors actually mentioned the after effects of that or may be I didn't gave much importance to those after effects when I read them.

If you are wondering why I am suddenly talking so much about love well I just watched 'The notebook'. If you like romantic movies I would suggest go see this one.
I am adding few quotes from this movie ... just to read them again in future
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Young Allie: You arrogant son of a bitch.
Young Noah: Would you just stay with me?
Young Allie: Stay with you? What for? Look at us, we're already fightin'
Young Noah: Well that's what we do, we fight... You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing.
Young Allie: So what?
Young Noah: So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What's it look like? If it's with him, go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If I thought that's what you really wanted. But don't you take the easy way out.

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Young Noah: My Dearest Allie. I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you. Noah

PS: the quotes are not related to my personal opinion or feeling, they sounded nice in the movie.